"I really thought I would be asking you out on a hot air balloon. I wanted to see your reaction. How at that moment everything just freezes and you just smile and laugh a little bit . Then you just say yes. Just envisioning that moment where I make you mine, is so dam inevitable. I’m at a dead end with my feelings. I’m so fucking drawn to you. Everytime I pick you up I can’t stop analyzing your outfit and how long it took you to look that good. Even though in general you look good in anything or nothing. Everytime you’re in the car, I don’t need to request any song because you play all the songs I want. I can’t forget your fragrance. Even if we’re in a public area , the closer you get. I memorize your scent. It’s tattooed down to my skin, it’s stucked to me. It’s like a natural high. It’s beautiful as you. Your eyes are the most vibrant thing I’ve come in contact with. I can’t avoid them as much as I want to. You just have this spark in your eyes. It’s so lively. It makes me want to spend more time with you. I will still love you even if it’s a month or a year from now. It’s never going to be the right time for us and maybe that’s why we struggled these past months trying to do everything. I’ll miss waking up to you in the morning because that’s the best part of my day. Knowing that you’re next to me and that I’m beginning my day with you. I guess these upcoming days will be okay without you."
sincerely, love me (via contravenevolcain)